26/9/2010

Hi everyone, i am back again,

You all can see i had change everythings on my blog, not i wan to change de is cas that my ex-gf don wan to remember the past so i change it....

Well yesterday i meet my ex-gf at AMK hub bus interchange at 1pm, she wan meet is cas she wan back the bank book and card, so i give her le thn go off, after that i went for a movie alone.. i watch (Devil) quite nice the show, thn i watch finish my movie i went out and wait for my ITE friends they two also go watch movie but not the same movie, after that we three went to play pool we had allot of fun... Thanks you Mei Yee and xin ru for pei me, well i also had to thanks all my secondary sch and ITE friends cas when i sad or angry they will always make me laugh and smile again.....

If u all wan to put any comments u all look below this post there will have this (0 comment) click on it and type wad u wan to say k,, feel free

14/9/2010

hi everyone,

Well my ex-gf (JiaJi) so fast got a new BF that i already kw it for a few days le, well i am thinking that hope that they two will be forever together. Well will i see her again one day, some where... i hope so... I miss the day we been together, the day i celebrate her birthday.... But is all over, Game over... well i wanted to cry not because of that JJ got a new BF, is cas i am sad deep down me is sad and hurt, i had let go of her but my injury deep inside me is not fully heal yet, but i cant cas i have use to dahan my tears le, wad to do NTH... Just wish that i had a unforgettable celebration of my 19 birthdays, i can see her on Saturday night around 7plus but she will not going to see me, Cas i will hide myself i don wan to spoil her happy life..... My old sad life had come to me le, the day me and JJ break up my old sad life already wait for me and it had come to me, (isit JJ fault???) i will say "NO" is not her fault, is my fault that wad JJ said to me i still got the msg that she sent me, She said is all my fault that we became like this, and i not angry whn she said everythings is my fault, i only take it as my fault even is not my fault, and i don blame her, i blame myself...

Well Sis if u saw this writing don get angry k?? can??? please... I am fine cas i had use to it le,

Take care everyone and have a nice days

sign off: SK

12/9/2010

Hi everyone,

Well today is my ex-gf birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u JJ... well it had been so long seen we break up, her life had change and so do i, but my life had gone back to the old life that i don wan.... well hope all this "things" can go off or over... well life have to go on, i just thinking that on my birthday will i be alone celebrate with myself again?? cas all my 17 birthdays i am alone celebrate with myself till my 18 birthdays JJ celebrate with me, only we 2 that it.. but i am so happy cas got ppl wan to celebrate with me, but wad abt my coming 19 birthdays this day abt to come le, is on 18 oct... well hope there will have a change of it.....

11/9/2010

Hi.... i am back again,

well Today i go watch movie at AMK hub, the show name is "Resident Evil Afterlife 3D" the show is quite nice look real hahas, well the show start at 6.35pm and i alone go watch movie cas my friends not free, but i nv blame them cas i understand so is ok....

Well i am alone and very lonely, but is ok to me cas i have use to it, long ago i go out with my aunties, uncle, big brother and 5 of my cousins, (2 females and 3 males) and some of my auntie younger kids we go cycle, but my bro don kw how to cycle so he go for a walk with my second female cousin, so me, my auntie younger kids and 4 of my cousins go cycle after that time is up so we go return the bicycles, thn they go to the sea and play, i nv join them i seat down alone at one side and look at them play, i feel bored but i don wan this lonely life, it had gone for 10months but now it have come back le..... Tomorrow is my ex-gf birthday i nv join her and her friends to celebrate her birthday, she is lucky, well i don kw y i say that but she is lucky, but my birthday also coming is on oct 18, will i be alone again??? i don kw...... haiz......


Sign out: SK

Sad days, happy days, stress, hate and angry days, all this days also we have to over come it

3/9/2010

Hi i am back again,

Well lest few days i gt a very bad high fever, and i go see 2times doctor but still haven recover yet, cas my fever keep on go up and down. So i went to the hospital there then now i am recover, 5 days MC.... When i was sick i am thinking "how is JJ, Is she fine, So long nv contact and see her le and should i appear on her birthday or don let her saw me??" I don kw, well all this months her birthday or wad i always there to celebrate with her but now i don kw, and wad abt my birthday???? All my friends not free some gt work, all this yrs my birthday i am alone celebrate with myself, go watch movie or do somethings i like to do for all my past few birthday till my 18 birthday JJ pei me, but now my 19 birthday who, No one, Only me i have think abt it on my birthday that day i will just go out alone and watch movie,play thn go some where i very long nv go, thn i get myself some gifts and thn go home that is in my mind whn my birthday comes,

JJ, i gt somethings to buy for u on ur birthday that i had set long ago on 30/7/2010 that day but i don kw wad to do.................

sign off: kai =(

21/8/2010

i am back again,

Well a few days ago whn i was working the workshop suddenly black-up for 5min then it ok le, thn i continue do my work, whn i was hanging the very heavy mould parts up to the table the work shop suddenly black up again and i have to hold the job so that it will not hit anyone or cause injury to anyone, that time is my break time, thn it ok le, so i put it down and start to do my things.... well my work is very dangerous, cas of the very heavy moulds n parts we are handling, any mistake we are in danger zone, we using air gun to blow away the oil or dust on the moulds and moulds parts, and air to make the "puffing m/c" works, that "puffing m/c" is to polish the mould parts, any mistake we will get cut and is a badly cut, i got cut allot of times but lucky is not a deep cuts, well we also hang very big or small moulds up to the table it swing whn we get to near internal injury, cas is too heavy..... i got knock by the moulds before, but lucky nth happen...

i say all this is cas that we have a difficult road or way to go, but don give up if we give up we will always be in there forever, if we nv give up we will get out of this place and we will be happy,,,,

TAKE CARE,

sign off: ah kai

17/8/2010

Haiz..... Tdy nv go work cas i 8am need go "NS" check up near JJ house there, Well my papa he follow me go there and he nv go work cas he scare i will lost my way to getting over there, even we reach he still nv go work, cas he scare i gt bully or cheated, he tdy got work but he give up this 3hrs just to pei me, whn i go in for check up, he cnt go in and so he waited outside for me to come out, he seat outside and wait for me for 3hrs, but he still wan to wait for me he don dare to go off for work cas he scare i cnt found him and i cnt get back to Redhill MRT, so he willing to stay, even he is tired, i got my blood test,IQtest and others more (i cant remember), whn after taking my blood test my blood like water keep flow out thn the whole plaster turn red hahas, (will not die de small things) thn 3hrs over i come out le, he saw me, and we go eat our lunch tgt, thn i bring him to Redhill MRT (cas is the nearest MRT), that time is 12plus so he fall asleep in the train, i look at him, he show me that he is not angry to wait for me that long so he went to work i went home,

Well, thank you Papa,

sign off: Ah Kai

15/8/2010

Well, day and weeks had past, the pain and hurt in me slowly had go away, well now i had let go for her (ex-GF) but we are best friend, well that time i cant let go my mind is thinking and wishing that all this can start over again i treasure her, some ppl said her or wad i stand up and shout at them, in front of my teacher, and scolded them but my teacher help me to scold them well, Everythings change... i had let go.... and i cant turn back cas if i turn back i will more sad till i may kill myself, so i nv turn back even look back, i look for my future and my goals,

sign off: kai

10/8/2010

back again....

well..... all this days,weeks and months,, i had think allot of things. i had found out that we cnt rush to have a GF or BF, but only one things can tell, is "time" whn time come, we will kw who is our truth love, cas that time i break up with my stead i keep listening to music in my hp de then i heard until this song the name is "笨蛋" this song in my hp says that in the ending part (time let me kw myself, time let me found myself and time let me kw who is our truth love) this is the song that i make me woke up, this word call "time" is the most important things in our life without "time" we cnt grow up, we don kw now is day or night, don kw who is our truth love and lest is without time we will be lost and this world will have no marry person or wad le cas time can let us kw who is our truth love is....

To my friends,

Hey guys and gals,

well, my sis (cai ping and li qin) i kw you two don wan to let me get hurt, i kw you two is worry abt me and care abt me, i am fine.... time to let go, le i cant stay in the past, i must look forward to future... "time" comes i will kw who is my truth love, sis thanks, well u all kw that i have low blood pressure, ya is truth i have, whn i born out, i have two gifts hahas, first is "kind heart" second is "low blood".... I tell u all somethings, i not scare to share it out, hear my papa says whn i was in K1 gt a kid he go toilet and that kid don kw how to clean his/her ass thn i saw the teacher is slow so i go help the kid to clean even i don kw how to clean but i kw how to help ppl clean, So some of the kids birthday i get the cake is the biggest of all... hahas... And that time i go out with my papa we take a dabble danker to some where, so i go up and seat with my papa, thn i saw allot of pigs hanging so i ask my papa, (why they wan go hang the pigs, where they going) thn my papa says (oh we ppl wan eat pigs thn they have to bring them to a place and kill so we can cook and eat them) so on that day i don eat pigs, thn we go market so i saw fishes, duck n chickens, i ask my papa (y the fishes,ducks and chickens is over there wad they are doing with them) so my papa says (we ppl wan to eat fishes, ducks and chickens that y they have to kill all so we can cook and eat them) so on that day i don eat pigs,fishes,ducks and chickens... At night me and my papa go out eat we walk pass a restaurant and i prawns so i ask my papa ( y the prawns is over there, y ppl go feed the prawns) so my papa say (ppl wan eat thn they catch thn and kill it thn cook and let ppl eat) so i nv eat pigs,fishes,ducks and chickens and prawns) thn my papa friends give me pig liver idk i eat it thn they tell me wad i eat i faster throw the pig liver out from my mouth thn nv touch it le.. so gt some monk from over sea they come Singapore they eat meat, so my parents bring me to see them and they tell me meat can eat de, so on that day i start to eat but, i eat veg more then meat cas for me is one person nv eat meats will have less kills so ya... till now i still eat allot of vegs... hahas no meat also can.... hahas... if gt also can but don to much can le

well ok that all i wan to say good luck my friends and JJ.... My kind heart will always be helping all of u all, i will nv change too eat meat more then veg but 60% veg 40% meat hehe... BYE

28/7/2010

Hi, i am back again,

Well, me and my GF had break up, i fell very sad.. Wanted to cry but i dahan it cas man don cry, well whn the next day i go back to work i have no mood to work, whn i was filling the jobs that the boss give me to do, i keep filling the same place bt lucky nv over file it, well whn i was filling my mind is thinking of somethings... Why is me??? and Blame myself... Well so on that day i will not go for tea break or wad only lunch thn work work work and work till lunch time and go home time.... JJ is a nice gal, she is but people like to bully her, i just don kw y... well,, days have past my memory of her is still there, i nv forget abt her.... Well i nv and don blame anyone cas is no one fault, but i have buy a sweet for JJ, lest time she told me she wan the sweet so i cant found it, bt i nv give up at the end i found it, so i buy two for her on sat i will go give her, hope she will take it and eat it, well if she don wan thn is ok throw away or return to me i eat.... Well... I wan to cry but i cant, i don wan to cry but my tears is flowing out but i dahan it, JJ please don blame urself... JJ go find a guy that is more better then me and more kind full thn me, i just a old stupid useless guy that just give ppl troubles and problems, is not ur fault... everythings is my fault, just blame me, scold me, beat me, shout at me and others more, is all my fault, everythings is my stupid fault. I gt injure whn i working but i nv say i dahan the pain and still continue moving all the moulds in the store room and clean up the whole store room. Is very pain but i nv say... i still carry heavy moulds up and down, in the store and out of the store, some they don wan i will still dahan this pain and carry it out of the store i will carry it to the place that we throw our rubbish, thn come back again and continue moving moulds and clean up the whole store room for the whole day, my back bone got injure, my both leg got injure, my both hands also gt injure and my body gt injure as well, i nv say cas is my fault, and they will get scolding so ya

All the best,

and i am fine,

TAKE CARE

Sign out: kai

16/5/2010

Hi everyone i am back again,

Well my grandmother have already go home she is not in hte hospital anymore but she haven recover yet, i hope she will.... Mrs pig we have stead almost 9months le now only left 14days to go.... i am a most happy guy in the world, cas i have you to be my GF nothing can change me anymore, well mrs pig yesterday i told you i really wanted to sell this old coin and we go to the shop but when we on our way there i have been thinking of can i have this old coin back when i sell it?? but i told myself if i sell it maybe i will never get it back anymore, and my heart keep telling me don sell don sell when i reach the shop, but i did not listen to my heart i go in and ask and they say sorry they only accept Gold so i walk out and i feel sad because i wanted to sell it and give the money to my GF, well i think is GOD who don let me sell it cas i will regret, this coin follow me for years that is the reason why


But mrs pig you will always be my lovely GF, i love you, i miss you mrs pig

14/5/2010

Hi i am back again,

What wrong with me?? i this few days feel sad i don kw wad can i do, My stead is stress i see her like that me as her BF i also heart pain, all this months i have been through allot of things bad and good things, and now i don kw wad will going to happen but i just feel sad, this is the day that don wan to let it come, my grandmother she fall ill for almost 1 yrs and the doctor say she need to go for operation because there is somethings in her body is like a "ball" but is dangerous, i don wan her to leave i wan her to be with us and live, i haven get marry yet and i wan her to come for my webbing to see me get marry, i wanted her to be happy, Why cant all the sickness just leave her alone???? See her so "xin Ku" i feel like crying when i was in the hospital with Jia Ji to see her but i control it, i don wan let my stead Jia Ji and my grandmother kw i am sad

O LORD, I wish in all my heart to let my grandmother recover soon and Jia Ji she will not so stress for her study and her heath to have a good and better heath, In Jesus name i pray Amen.

13/5/2010

Hi i am back again,

WHY everythings is me, yyyyyyyyyy???? My ic my mom this morning go take away in my wallet WAD IS THIS MAN i am 18yrs old going to 19yrs old i need my ic, but she just don get it, all this years i am tired of having nightmares i don wan, when i have nightmares sometime there will somethings happen, my leg is pain very pain but my mom keep on ask me go buy bread y not ask my bro to buy?????? What is wrong with me, my right hand keep on pain inside the bone pain, i control the pain for years le still the same, i am tired of all this i wan to have my life and Jia Ji life to be happy if only one got choice.....


I am tired of this life..... I HATE MY LIFE

9/5/2010, 8:24AM

Hi i have wake up le, well yesterday night i cant sleep well, i have a very very bad dream nightmares, is very scary... so my uncle call my Hp when i was sleeping then now i know why i have a very bad nightmare cas my Grandmother (father side) have fall ill for yrs le now she have end up in the hospital, why she treat me very good better then all my uncle and auntie, she treat me as her gold the most important gold, wad i wan she will never say "no" she always buy me things when i was young, all this yrs i wanted her to come to my webbing when i got marry, i want her to come but i now don even know can she come or not??? who can tell me why?????



Oh LORD please help me, please i can exchange my heath with my grandmother (father side), LORD i pray deep deep deep in my heart that she will be fine, she is a very good grandmother (father side) she is LORD please help me, please please please i don wan to see my father very sad i now crying when i heard she end up in the hospital, well i don wan ppl to die, i wan them to live, LORD. O LORD in Jesus name i pray Amen.

please let her recover soon.........


HAPPY MOTHER DAY! =[

9/5/2010

hey i am back again,

Well i have a coin that is very big, bigger then the 50cent coins.. that coin is very old and that coin have a dragon picture on it, that coin is very rare le, you cant found it anymore... but this coin i wanted to sell it when i grow up so i can marry my stead Jia Ji, but now i cant le, i have been thinking for the past few days wan to sell it or not?? cas my stead have no money and i have not enough money to give her, but this coin is my uncle give it to me and it have follow me for yrs le now i have this feeling on this coin, but my feeling for my stead is more then the coin hehe ^^.... I have to sell it, i will feel sad but i have no choice.. wad can i do who can tell me?? i cant found a job, my pocket money is not even enough for me...

I wish that my stead will not suffer with me, i suffer but i will not pull her down... cas I LOVE HER, forever i love you jia ji

2/5/2010

Hi everyone i am back,

Well me and my Jia Ji have already stead for 8months, This 8months i have gone throught allot of hardship when i walk along the road with Jia Ji but all this hardship will not stop me from loving Jia Ji, How hard the road is i also willing to go i suffer or wad i also will not give up, as long as my only stead Jia Ji, no need to suffer i will be fine..... I tell you all somethings i have low blood pressure, when i born out i already have low blood pressure, i anytime will feel giddy or head pain... but this will not stop me cas i wan to let my stead Jia Ji to have a better life i don wan her to suffer just because of me, Jia Ji if you see this i just wan to tell you i always be with you.... Jia Ji all this months i eat lunch only 30% full i don dare to eart till 100% full cas if i do i will have no money to save it and give you... when you come to my sch and i eat with you i only eat 30% full.... for others 30% full they cant da han very long.... i also 30% full i only can da han for 20min... then i hungry again, but is ok i still da han just for you i willing to use my heath or life to let you have "NO" suffer.....

Wen Liang thank you for the blessing you give me, i hope you have a safe trip to over sea and have a safe trip back to Singapore... :)

Thank you

24/3/2010

Hi i am back,

I feel very useless i thinking why i am in the world living, ppl say me fool even my parent say me a fool, Yyyy... so many ppl say me a fool??? I kw i am a fool, y must i in this world wad is the use of in the world??? I only like a maid or a sandbag ppl use me and blame me. WAD THE USE WHEN I AM IN THE WORLD, i yesterday cant sleep till 1am, i been thinking "y i am in this world y" then i fall asleep after that i have bad dreams then i wake up at 4am, Y i am in this world y??????

SK will be thinking abt this "why i am in this world?" "wad is the use of me??" "why i am a fool"

8/3/2010

My mother don know the reason why i keep things in my heart and nv say it out, she don know at all she keep thinking that i don wan to say is not i don wan... Is just that i don wan say, Ok when i saw young i tell my mother abt the problems that i have and i got scolded keep on scold me.. till i don dare to say it out cas i have this fear that ppl will scold me le i don kw wad to do? who can tell me??? She keep on say bad things abt Jia Ji my stead i just don get it.... Wad she wants form me, she is treating me as a gal after sch must go home, i don wan but she keep on ask me, one day she can call abt 100 over calls haiz i also feel "fan" lor don care her la

wad i am happy with i go for it,

i like the way i am now,

and i never ever wanted to leave Jia Ji

6/3/2010

this is a song that i hope Jia Ji u will listen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFuqVabydAc

6/3/2010

Today i nv go out with Jia Ji she going some were so i stay at home then i help her and her friend to draw the 3D bus stop for them i have done le... I wan freedom only My stead give me but my mom nv give me for the past few yrs not only 50% even 1% also don have.... Jia Ji, i love u... You kw me i don dare to say there is a problems i keep in my heart even i cant take it i still keep force it in.... I have nightmares i already know there is somethings going to happen is always like that... like someone wan me to stop it wan me to help i don know this going to happen then i have nightmares, but if nth going to happen i will have no nightmares i have a very nice dreams... Why i always have this feeling and dreams that i kw somethings going to happen to the person who i know why i always wanted to have a good n happy life why cant i get it who can tell me why??? write in comments... i don wan to have a sad and unhappy life why i keep on get it i don wan

Jia Ji i am happy to kw u i will nv forget abt you

THANK YOU

2/3/2010

Today i also sad sad... Why??? i also don kw just that i feel like that don kw wad to do now.. haiz Who can tell me?? Well my stead Jia Ji she today not free cas she got somethings on so i nv meet her today i wish i can see her forever, well the truth always hurts but i am fine because i have use to it le so ya. haiz now they go for lunch but me, my friend and one of my classmate is still in the class we nv go later then go for lunch so early go nth to do......... Well Jia Ji, i will change my soft part of me to not that soft hearted, this time i try more harder to change... Tell you somethings i been trying for the past few years but i still the same my secondary sch friend "Li Qin" say i am a good guy that y You like me... Oh well my friends just like a water it come and go... I not like you your friends come and stay never go some only but not all.... I use to have 80 friends but now only 10plus or less why cas they come and go without saying they hate me because they ask me go out i never go out with them.... Jia Ji, i am very happy to know you, you treat me very good you never let me get bully,scold or beat up by people or die.... but for me i got beat up or scold or even bully by people or die i don mind at all, i don wan anythings happen to you don wan even i saw a person wanted to kill you with a knife i will run towards you and safe you using my life i don care i die, I die better then you die, "one die better then two die" but i will not let anyone blame you de i will let them kw is i willing too. Because


I LOVE YOU


thank you

1/3/2010

i wish deep in my heart that me and Jia Ji Relationship can last forever... I really don wan to leave her or break up with her i love Jia Ji... but one one person don like Jia Ji the person is my mother she keep thinking that she is bad but she is not..... all this months i wantd her to have a good life,happiness and heathy that's all. On 23/2/2010 i have this feeling somethings going to happen but i don't know tell 12.41PM i receive a msg Jia Ji she use her friend handphone to msg me she say she stuck in the lift i was shock then i was so worry abt her i know in the lift there is no air de and i cant walk out of school like that i thinking and find the lift number just to call for help.. but i cant found so i wish that what if i got this kind of mind power that can talk to my stead and i also wish i can just use my mind to pull the whole lift down to first story but that will not happen cas there in ths world don have this kind of powers oh well hope i can have this kind of powers then i can help my stead Jia Ji le

I LOVE YOU JIA JI

Thank you

28/2/2010

I DON BELIEVE... IS NOT TRUTH ALL IS NOT TRUTH I AM DREAMING WAKE UP SHENG KAI WAKE UP Y DON WAN TO WAKE UP IS A DREAM ALL A DREAMS

I WAN WAKE UP..... I DON WAN TO HAVE THIS DREAMS ANYMORE

I HATE MYSELF HATE HATE HATE FOREVER HATE

28/2/2010

Hi,

Today when i was sleeping got a guy call me at 1.54AM he say this "hey you sleeping is it??" then i ask him who are you??... he say wan meet tmr??... then my bro say wan to talk on the phone go out talk he tot is my stead Jia Ji call me... so i go out and i ask him again who the hell are you??... he never reply he still say this wan meet tmr??.... So i ask him do you kw who the hell i am??.... he say ermm......... Andy i say NO... So he say oh then i think i call wrong number so he nv say sorry he say bye bye.. so i ask him again who the hell are u he say bye bye again then i say BYE LA BYE LA then he hang up so i went back to bed and sleep till 6plus beacuse my bro go set a alarm at 6 plus then he off it and then another alarm again is at 6.30AM haiz then he go do this own things and then he go off to work at 7.03AM he open my mom room the door and tell my mom he going out then he tell her i 1.54AM still talk on the phone he tot is my stead Jia Ji call de he don kw the truth he anyhow say wad is this man haiz don kw wad to do....

Jia Ji i LOVE YOU

25/2/2010

Today my stead msg me she say she will not meeting me today cas she got test till 4 or 5pm but in the end she call me at 3plus and say "i can go le" i was shock i tot she got test but i never ask her i forget to ask so she come down to my sch when she going to reach my sch she msg me to come out but i never cas my work going to finish le, and she reach i still in the lab i never go out cas the teacher is teaching me how to do then i done my work i take my things and say bye bye to my friend and i open the door and run out "sorry Jia Ji i let you wait so long and you still under the hot sun sorry" So we take buy 88 and then we get down at my secondary sch there and get up the bus 132 i sent her back home... Jia Ji and me very tired so i put my bag on my leg and then she lie down, for awhile she fall asleep but i wanted to sleep i never because i scare later the bus turn or stop she will fall down so i stay awake.... i look at her i been thinking again why ppl like to say her fat?? i still don get it nvm i still wan Jia Ji

I

LOVE

YOU

24/02/2010

Today me, my stead and her friends go out we go buy things and then take MRT back home some of them get down at the station they wanted too so me and my stead we wanted to go buy somethings so we went there but the shop close already so we take bus back home, when we were waiting for the bus to come my stead saw my classmates he and she never go sch today so i call my teacher and tell him then the bus came and i sent Jia Ji home then i go home i was very boring but i am happy, now i am so tired but is ok for her want me die also can, cas i love her thank you jia ji

I love you

14/02/2010

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY Jia Ji

I

LOVE

YOU

today is valentine day and i cant go out with jia ji so do she well I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER FOREVER

13/02/2010

Well today never go out with my stead, cas i today need to go to my grandmother house there and eat...... sorry... then around 6plus we go home le when i was in the bus i keep on look outside thinking if i gone to malaysia wad abt my stead will she be alright?? will she sleep well?? will she stay up so late then sleep??? will she eat bread-first,Lunch and dinner???? i don kw i was very worry abt her if i not wrong tmr i going to malaysia in the afternoon WHY WHY WHY why cant i be happy to go malaysia i heard that we going to malaysia i have this feeling the sad very sad feeling cas i cant leave singapore, i cant leave my stead, i belong in singapore, i live in singapore.... i don wan to let go of you Jia Ji forever also don wan Jia Ji today i don care how i wan to talk to u very late even i am sleepy i also don wan sleep..... Cas i miss you, I LOVE YOU..... without you i cant be happy.... i cant live without you....

every year i in singapore i am happy but i in malaysia i will be very sad and alone

08/02/2010

Hi i am back....

Well today i nv meet my stead Jia Ji and also nv talk to her on msn or telephone le, cas she today going for her friend birthday party.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY.... Ya tomorrow also i will nv meet her cas she going some were i cant say if she allow me to say then i will not i will not say it out.... Well i am very happy to see when my stead Jia Ji birthday or her friends birthday so many ppl will go celebrate... but i am very sad all this years i am very sad, Cas all this 16 birthdays no one celebrate with me till my 18 birthday got one person wan to celebrate with me the person is my stead, i kw her from my friend she is a very nice gal..... but only my stead Jia Ji who celebrate with me on my 18 birthday i tot will have allot of ppl, all my secondary friends i ask them they will say this "Sorry i not free, Sorry i cant go out, Sorry i no money, Sorry my mom don allow, Sorry i got projects, Sorry i need to do my homework's, Sorry i need to clean the whole house, Sorry i need to help my mom to do things, Sorry i not feeling well and Sorry my mom,Bro,Father,Younger sister,elderly sister or grandmother and father sick need to bring him/her to see doctor.... Got so lucky meh every-time on my birthday always have so many things to do????? Don wan go then just say no need so many reasons, But is truth or not they kw and even a HAPPY BIRTHDAY also never sent to me, only cai ping she will sent to me

HAIZ..................

NVM one person better then nth, I LOVE YOU Jia Ji

Today my parents kw everythings abt me and Jia Ji even the phone we go sign up de, she scolded me, she say don come and steal my money just to pay the bill... Don kw wad to do, she also say will not give me more money le everyday $5 enough meh?? also not enough nvm, i bring my water go sch, don buy the things i love to eat, only buy lunch and dinner that it..... bubble tea all this i don buy le... Jia Ji, i also will give u money to pay our bill and for you to spent i save up ba...... Money is not that important, the most important things is our love one, her life and ur life we cant take money go to another world only ppl burn to us then can if not we cant

GTG le just seat down and look at the com and do nth

Bye Bye

27/1/2010

Hi i am back again.......

Ok yesterday the comment is not real i never write this in this blog say wad "Jia Ji i dont love you liao and i have a new stead le." that is not me i will never write this, THE PERSON WHO WRITE BETTER DON LET ME KW WHO ARE YOU NOT YOU WILL BE SORRY........ Jia Ji don care the comments that is over there i now then know got some ppl wanted to break us up but i don kw is who, Jia Ji if you saw any of this kind of stupid comment that the stupid very stupid person write de you just don care..

HELL THE PERSON WHO WRITE THIS "Jia Ji i dont love you liao and i have a new stead le."

24/1/2010

Today i never go out, because my stead Jia Ji she going out with her parents so i stay at home the whole day very boring....... but i doing somethings for our Anniversary my hand pain very pain but is ok for her i don mind. My mom just come back form malaysia time is 9.25pm....

Only left 6 more days to our anniversary le, i so tired...... ok i write till here next time then write

BYE

23/1/2010

Today i very very very sad nth can make me happy and today is the day i this kind of sad before on my life, Because i have lost the domo kun my stead Jia Ji have give me last time i really love it, but i lost it. Sorry Jia Ji....I don kw how to tell her that i lost the domo kun that i put it in my hp de, but in the end i just tell her, i scare she get angry, don talk to me forever or 10days... And i think abt it just say ba how to say she is my stead i got anythings must tell her so just tell and first she say to me this " don talk to me le and don call me" i cry really cry till i reach home and then i go bath also cry, come out also still crying and now also cry.... ok ok i don cry le i happy =)

when i was bathing she msg me and say "is ok i buy new one for you" she nv get angry with me le, I LOVE YOU, i really don mean it

this it another story that make me sad i wan type it out see i will feel better anot...

All this years i have been unhappy, my parents they don kw y i keep on go out they think i love to go out, but they don kw how i feel and think they think i very happy all this years. They cant tell by looking at my face and the things i do only jia ji can she can tell by looking at me and the things i do she kw, i nv tell her she will kw, I really love her very much, she understand me, how i feel,wad i am thinking, wad i wants and every-things.... my parents don know why i nv tell them so they don know...... and i also nv tell jia ji she found out by itself, sometime she ask i then say. ok i write till here le

BYE

Ya by the way today i and Jia ji go cycle we have allot of fun there I LOVE YOU

20/1/2010

Jia Ji left 10 more days to our anniversary le so fast going to 6 months le..... well i am happy to have you, you nv let me been bully,scolded or wad you are the best of the best Girlfriend i ever had I LOVE YOU..... even you wan me to say I LOVE YOU i also will say out loud in font of my friends or other ppl i also dare to say......... if you wan me to say 9,999 i love you also no problems i will do it just for you........

Today lesson so Boring.. allot of ppl sleep in class then manjeet let us go early, then i go find my stead Jia Ji and safely sent her back home, then i go home... not "ma fan" at all for you i ok de i love you....

16/1/2010

Hi....... i am back!!!

Today so boring never go out... well i wish that i can see my girlfriend everyday,second,hrs and min.... but only i must marry with her then can..... I will marry with you Jia Ji i will. Jia Ji so fast we stead for 5 months le very fast.... I LOVE YOU.....So boring...... HEHE HAHAHAHA

6/1/2010

So boring today my lesson start at 1pm, Well this coming 30 is my anniversary le but my Girlfriend cant celebrate with me so we celebrate on 29, on that day she going out with her friends so i allow her to go cas she have friends to ask her to go out not like me no one wants to call me go out only my stead. I LOVE U Jia Ji. thanks i also not angry with u

5 jan 2010

Today lesson very boring i wan to sleep le... wish i can see my stead now... and i very hungry and i goin to his school to find him. and eat with him... i am a very blessed person tat i have him i have stead with 5 month 6 days... hahas... wish i can finish 2 yr and be freedom...

sign off
xia0JJ

4/1/2010

OH, so fast 2010 le, and i have stead with my girlfriend Jia ji for 5months, well i just wan to say is this 5 months i am happy to have u, mrs pig i am really happy thanks....

Well today school so boring almost fall asleep in class but i nv sleep i try to stay awake HAHA. Tmr is a boring day again don kw wad to do sia. Lao Po i love u 1314 3344 forever love u