What wrong with me?? i this few days feel sad i don kw wad can i do, My stead is stress i see her like that me as her BF i also heart pain, all this months i have been through allot of things bad and good things, and now i don kw wad will going to happen but i just feel sad, this is the day that don wan to let it come, my grandmother she fall ill for almost 1 yrs and the doctor say she need to go for operation because there is somethings in her body is like a "ball" but is dangerous, i don wan her to leave i wan her to be with us and live, i haven get marry yet and i wan her to come for my webbing to see me get marry, i wanted her to be happy, Why cant all the sickness just leave her alone???? See her so "xin Ku" i feel like crying when i was in the hospital with Jia Ji to see her but i control it, i don wan let my stead Jia Ji and my grandmother kw i am sad
O LORD, I wish in all my heart to let my grandmother recover soon and Jia Ji she will not so stress for her study and her heath to have a good and better heath, In Jesus name i pray Amen.
