Tuesday, September 14, 2010

14/9/2010

hi everyone,

Well my ex-gf (JiaJi) so fast got a new BF that i already kw it for a few days le, well i am thinking that hope that they two will be forever together. Well will i see her again one day, some where... i hope so... I miss the day we been together, the day i celebrate her birthday.... But is all over, Game over... well i wanted to cry not because of that JJ got a new BF, is cas i am sad deep down me is sad and hurt, i had let go of her but my injury deep inside me is not fully heal yet, but i cant cas i have use to dahan my tears le, wad to do NTH... Just wish that i had a unforgettable celebration of my 19 birthdays, i can see her on Saturday night around 7plus but she will not going to see me, Cas i will hide myself i don wan to spoil her happy life..... My old sad life had come to me le, the day me and JJ break up my old sad life already wait for me and it had come to me, (isit JJ fault???) i will say "NO" is not her fault, is my fault that wad JJ said to me i still got the msg that she sent me, She said is all my fault that we became like this, and i not angry whn she said everythings is my fault, i only take it as my fault even is not my fault, and i don blame her, i blame myself...


Well Sis if u saw this writing don get angry k?? can??? please... I am fine cas i had use to it le,


Take care everyone and have a nice days

sign off: SK