Well lest few days i gt a very bad high fever, and i go see 2times doctor but still haven recover yet, cas my fever keep on go up and down. So i went to the hospital there then now i am recover, 5 days MC.... When i was sick i am thinking "how is JJ, Is she fine, So long nv contact and see her le and should i appear on her birthday or don let her saw me??" I don kw, well all this months her birthday or wad i always there to celebrate with her but now i don kw, and wad abt my birthday???? All my friends not free some gt work, all this yrs my birthday i am alone celebrate with myself, go watch movie or do somethings i like to do for all my past few birthday till my 18 birthday JJ pei me, but now my 19 birthday who, No one, Only me i have think abt it on my birthday that day i will just go out alone and watch movie,play thn go some where i very long nv go, thn i get myself some gifts and thn go home that is in my mind whn my birthday comes,
JJ, i gt somethings to buy for u on ur birthday that i had set long ago on 30/7/2010 that day but i don kw wad to do.................
sign off: kai =(
