13/02/2010

Well today never go out with my stead, cas i today need to go to my grandmother house there and eat...... sorry... then around 6plus we go home le when i was in the bus i keep on look outside thinking if i gone to malaysia wad abt my stead will she be alright?? will she sleep well?? will she stay up so late then sleep??? will she eat bread-first,Lunch and dinner???? i don kw i was very worry abt her if i not wrong tmr i going to malaysia in the afternoon WHY WHY WHY why cant i be happy to go malaysia i heard that we going to malaysia i have this feeling the sad very sad feeling cas i cant leave singapore, i cant leave my stead, i belong in singapore, i live in singapore.... i don wan to let go of you Jia Ji forever also don wan Jia Ji today i don care how i wan to talk to u very late even i am sleepy i also don wan sleep..... Cas i miss you, I LOVE YOU..... without you i cant be happy.... i cant live without you....

every year i in singapore i am happy but i in malaysia i will be very sad and alone