23/1/2010

Today i very very very sad nth can make me happy and today is the day i this kind of sad before on my life, Because i have lost the domo kun my stead Jia Ji have give me last time i really love it, but i lost it. Sorry Jia Ji....I don kw how to tell her that i lost the domo kun that i put it in my hp de, but in the end i just tell her, i scare she get angry, don talk to me forever or 10days... And i think abt it just say ba how to say she is my stead i got anythings must tell her so just tell and first she say to me this " don talk to me le and don call me" i cry really cry till i reach home and then i go bath also cry, come out also still crying and now also cry.... ok ok i don cry le i happy =)

when i was bathing she msg me and say "is ok i buy new one for you" she nv get angry with me le, I LOVE YOU, i really don mean it

this it another story that make me sad i wan type it out see i will feel better anot...

All this years i have been unhappy, my parents they don kw y i keep on go out they think i love to go out, but they don kw how i feel and think they think i very happy all this years. They cant tell by looking at my face and the things i do only jia ji can she can tell by looking at me and the things i do she kw, i nv tell her she will kw, I really love her very much, she understand me, how i feel,wad i am thinking, wad i wants and every-things.... my parents don know why i nv tell them so they don know...... and i also nv tell jia ji she found out by itself, sometime she ask i then say. ok i write till here le

BYE

Ya by the way today i and Jia ji go cycle we have allot of fun there I LOVE YOU