Wednesday, July 28, 2010

28/7/2010

Hi, i am back again,

Well, me and my GF had break up, i fell very sad.. Wanted to cry but i dahan it cas man don cry, well whn the next day i go back to work i have no mood to work, whn i was filling the jobs that the boss give me to do, i keep filling the same place bt lucky nv over file it, well whn i was filling my mind is thinking of somethings... Why is me??? and Blame myself... Well so on that day i will not go for tea break or wad only lunch thn work work work and work till lunch time and go home time.... JJ is a nice gal, she is but people like to bully her, i just don kw y... well,, days have past my memory of her is still there, i nv forget abt her.... Well i nv and don blame anyone cas is no one fault, but i have buy a sweet for JJ, lest time she told me she wan the sweet so i cant found it, bt i nv give up at the end i found it, so i buy two for her on sat i will go give her, hope she will take it and eat it, well if she don wan thn is ok throw away or return to me i eat.... Well... I wan to cry but i cant, i don wan to cry but my tears is flowing out but i dahan it, JJ please don blame urself... JJ go find a guy that is more better then me and more kind full thn me, i just a old stupid useless guy that just give ppl troubles and problems, is not ur fault... everythings is my fault, just blame me, scold me, beat me, shout at me and others more, is all my fault, everythings is my stupid fault. I gt injure whn i working but i nv say i dahan the pain and still continue moving all the moulds in the store room and clean up the whole store room. Is very pain but i nv say... i still carry heavy moulds up and down, in the store and out of the store, some they don wan i will still dahan this pain and carry it out of the store i will carry it to the place that we throw our rubbish, thn come back again and continue moving moulds and clean up the whole store room for the whole day, my back bone got injure, my both leg got injure, my both hands also gt injure and my body gt injure as well, i nv say cas is my fault, and they will get scolding so ya



All the best,
and i am fine,

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