28/2/2010

I DON BELIEVE... IS NOT TRUTH ALL IS NOT TRUTH I AM DREAMING WAKE UP SHENG KAI WAKE UP Y DON WAN TO WAKE UP IS A DREAM ALL A DREAMS

I WAN WAKE UP..... I DON WAN TO HAVE THIS DREAMS ANYMORE

I HATE MYSELF HATE HATE HATE FOREVER HATE

28/2/2010

Hi,

Today when i was sleeping got a guy call me at 1.54AM he say this "hey you sleeping is it??" then i ask him who are you??... he say wan meet tmr??... then my bro say wan to talk on the phone go out talk he tot is my stead Jia Ji call me... so i go out and i ask him again who the hell are you??... he never reply he still say this wan meet tmr??.... So i ask him do you kw who the hell i am??.... he say ermm......... Andy i say NO... So he say oh then i think i call wrong number so he nv say sorry he say bye bye.. so i ask him again who the hell are u he say bye bye again then i say BYE LA BYE LA then he hang up so i went back to bed and sleep till 6plus beacuse my bro go set a alarm at 6 plus then he off it and then another alarm again is at 6.30AM haiz then he go do this own things and then he go off to work at 7.03AM he open my mom room the door and tell my mom he going out then he tell her i 1.54AM still talk on the phone he tot is my stead Jia Ji call de he don kw the truth he anyhow say wad is this man haiz don kw wad to do....

Jia Ji i LOVE YOU

25/2/2010

Today my stead msg me she say she will not meeting me today cas she got test till 4 or 5pm but in the end she call me at 3plus and say "i can go le" i was shock i tot she got test but i never ask her i forget to ask so she come down to my sch when she going to reach my sch she msg me to come out but i never cas my work going to finish le, and she reach i still in the lab i never go out cas the teacher is teaching me how to do then i done my work i take my things and say bye bye to my friend and i open the door and run out "sorry Jia Ji i let you wait so long and you still under the hot sun sorry" So we take buy 88 and then we get down at my secondary sch there and get up the bus 132 i sent her back home... Jia Ji and me very tired so i put my bag on my leg and then she lie down, for awhile she fall asleep but i wanted to sleep i never because i scare later the bus turn or stop she will fall down so i stay awake.... i look at her i been thinking again why ppl like to say her fat?? i still don get it nvm i still wan Jia Ji

I

LOVE

YOU

24/02/2010

Today me, my stead and her friends go out we go buy things and then take MRT back home some of them get down at the station they wanted too so me and my stead we wanted to go buy somethings so we went there but the shop close already so we take bus back home, when we were waiting for the bus to come my stead saw my classmates he and she never go sch today so i call my teacher and tell him then the bus came and i sent Jia Ji home then i go home i was very boring but i am happy, now i am so tired but is ok for her want me die also can, cas i love her thank you jia ji

I love you

14/02/2010

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY Jia Ji

I

LOVE

YOU

today is valentine day and i cant go out with jia ji so do she well I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER FOREVER

13/02/2010

Well today never go out with my stead, cas i today need to go to my grandmother house there and eat...... sorry... then around 6plus we go home le when i was in the bus i keep on look outside thinking if i gone to malaysia wad abt my stead will she be alright?? will she sleep well?? will she stay up so late then sleep??? will she eat bread-first,Lunch and dinner???? i don kw i was very worry abt her if i not wrong tmr i going to malaysia in the afternoon WHY WHY WHY why cant i be happy to go malaysia i heard that we going to malaysia i have this feeling the sad very sad feeling cas i cant leave singapore, i cant leave my stead, i belong in singapore, i live in singapore.... i don wan to let go of you Jia Ji forever also don wan Jia Ji today i don care how i wan to talk to u very late even i am sleepy i also don wan sleep..... Cas i miss you, I LOVE YOU..... without you i cant be happy.... i cant live without you....

every year i in singapore i am happy but i in malaysia i will be very sad and alone

08/02/2010

Hi i am back....

Well today i nv meet my stead Jia Ji and also nv talk to her on msn or telephone le, cas she today going for her friend birthday party.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY.... Ya tomorrow also i will nv meet her cas she going some were i cant say if she allow me to say then i will not i will not say it out.... Well i am very happy to see when my stead Jia Ji birthday or her friends birthday so many ppl will go celebrate... but i am very sad all this years i am very sad, Cas all this 16 birthdays no one celebrate with me till my 18 birthday got one person wan to celebrate with me the person is my stead, i kw her from my friend she is a very nice gal..... but only my stead Jia Ji who celebrate with me on my 18 birthday i tot will have allot of ppl, all my secondary friends i ask them they will say this "Sorry i not free, Sorry i cant go out, Sorry i no money, Sorry my mom don allow, Sorry i got projects, Sorry i need to do my homework's, Sorry i need to clean the whole house, Sorry i need to help my mom to do things, Sorry i not feeling well and Sorry my mom,Bro,Father,Younger sister,elderly sister or grandmother and father sick need to bring him/her to see doctor.... Got so lucky meh every-time on my birthday always have so many things to do????? Don wan go then just say no need so many reasons, But is truth or not they kw and even a HAPPY BIRTHDAY also never sent to me, only cai ping she will sent to me

HAIZ..................

NVM one person better then nth, I LOVE YOU Jia Ji