26/9/2010

Hi everyone, i am back again,

You all can see i had change everythings on my blog, not i wan to change de is cas that my ex-gf don wan to remember the past so i change it....

Well yesterday i meet my ex-gf at AMK hub bus interchange at 1pm, she wan meet is cas she wan back the bank book and card, so i give her le thn go off, after that i went for a movie alone.. i watch (Devil) quite nice the show, thn i watch finish my movie i went out and wait for my ITE friends they two also go watch movie but not the same movie, after that we three went to play pool we had allot of fun... Thanks you Mei Yee and xin ru for pei me, well i also had to thanks all my secondary sch and ITE friends cas when i sad or angry they will always make me laugh and smile again.....

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14/9/2010

hi everyone,

Well my ex-gf (JiaJi) so fast got a new BF that i already kw it for a few days le, well i am thinking that hope that they two will be forever together. Well will i see her again one day, some where... i hope so... I miss the day we been together, the day i celebrate her birthday.... But is all over, Game over... well i wanted to cry not because of that JJ got a new BF, is cas i am sad deep down me is sad and hurt, i had let go of her but my injury deep inside me is not fully heal yet, but i cant cas i have use to dahan my tears le, wad to do NTH... Just wish that i had a unforgettable celebration of my 19 birthdays, i can see her on Saturday night around 7plus but she will not going to see me, Cas i will hide myself i don wan to spoil her happy life..... My old sad life had come to me le, the day me and JJ break up my old sad life already wait for me and it had come to me, (isit JJ fault???) i will say "NO" is not her fault, is my fault that wad JJ said to me i still got the msg that she sent me, She said is all my fault that we became like this, and i not angry whn she said everythings is my fault, i only take it as my fault even is not my fault, and i don blame her, i blame myself...

Well Sis if u saw this writing don get angry k?? can??? please... I am fine cas i had use to it le,

Take care everyone and have a nice days

sign off: SK

12/9/2010

Hi everyone,

Well today is my ex-gf birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u JJ... well it had been so long seen we break up, her life had change and so do i, but my life had gone back to the old life that i don wan.... well hope all this "things" can go off or over... well life have to go on, i just thinking that on my birthday will i be alone celebrate with myself again?? cas all my 17 birthdays i am alone celebrate with myself till my 18 birthdays JJ celebrate with me, only we 2 that it.. but i am so happy cas got ppl wan to celebrate with me, but wad abt my coming 19 birthdays this day abt to come le, is on 18 oct... well hope there will have a change of it.....

11/9/2010

Hi.... i am back again,

well Today i go watch movie at AMK hub, the show name is "Resident Evil Afterlife 3D" the show is quite nice look real hahas, well the show start at 6.35pm and i alone go watch movie cas my friends not free, but i nv blame them cas i understand so is ok....

Well i am alone and very lonely, but is ok to me cas i have use to it, long ago i go out with my aunties, uncle, big brother and 5 of my cousins, (2 females and 3 males) and some of my auntie younger kids we go cycle, but my bro don kw how to cycle so he go for a walk with my second female cousin, so me, my auntie younger kids and 4 of my cousins go cycle after that time is up so we go return the bicycles, thn they go to the sea and play, i nv join them i seat down alone at one side and look at them play, i feel bored but i don wan this lonely life, it had gone for 10months but now it have come back le..... Tomorrow is my ex-gf birthday i nv join her and her friends to celebrate her birthday, she is lucky, well i don kw y i say that but she is lucky, but my birthday also coming is on oct 18, will i be alone again??? i don kw...... haiz......


Sign out: SK

Sad days, happy days, stress, hate and angry days, all this days also we have to over come it

3/9/2010

Hi i am back again,

Well lest few days i gt a very bad high fever, and i go see 2times doctor but still haven recover yet, cas my fever keep on go up and down. So i went to the hospital there then now i am recover, 5 days MC.... When i was sick i am thinking "how is JJ, Is she fine, So long nv contact and see her le and should i appear on her birthday or don let her saw me??" I don kw, well all this months her birthday or wad i always there to celebrate with her but now i don kw, and wad abt my birthday???? All my friends not free some gt work, all this yrs my birthday i am alone celebrate with myself, go watch movie or do somethings i like to do for all my past few birthday till my 18 birthday JJ pei me, but now my 19 birthday who, No one, Only me i have think abt it on my birthday that day i will just go out alone and watch movie,play thn go some where i very long nv go, thn i get myself some gifts and thn go home that is in my mind whn my birthday comes,

JJ, i gt somethings to buy for u on ur birthday that i had set long ago on 30/7/2010 that day but i don kw wad to do.................

sign off: kai =(