21/8/2010

i am back again,

Well a few days ago whn i was working the workshop suddenly black-up for 5min then it ok le, thn i continue do my work, whn i was hanging the very heavy mould parts up to the table the work shop suddenly black up again and i have to hold the job so that it will not hit anyone or cause injury to anyone, that time is my break time, thn it ok le, so i put it down and start to do my things.... well my work is very dangerous, cas of the very heavy moulds n parts we are handling, any mistake we are in danger zone, we using air gun to blow away the oil or dust on the moulds and moulds parts, and air to make the "puffing m/c" works, that "puffing m/c" is to polish the mould parts, any mistake we will get cut and is a badly cut, i got cut allot of times but lucky is not a deep cuts, well we also hang very big or small moulds up to the table it swing whn we get to near internal injury, cas is too heavy..... i got knock by the moulds before, but lucky nth happen...

i say all this is cas that we have a difficult road or way to go, but don give up if we give up we will always be in there forever, if we nv give up we will get out of this place and we will be happy,,,,

TAKE CARE,

sign off: ah kai

17/8/2010

Haiz..... Tdy nv go work cas i 8am need go "NS" check up near JJ house there, Well my papa he follow me go there and he nv go work cas he scare i will lost my way to getting over there, even we reach he still nv go work, cas he scare i gt bully or cheated, he tdy got work but he give up this 3hrs just to pei me, whn i go in for check up, he cnt go in and so he waited outside for me to come out, he seat outside and wait for me for 3hrs, but he still wan to wait for me he don dare to go off for work cas he scare i cnt found him and i cnt get back to Redhill MRT, so he willing to stay, even he is tired, i got my blood test,IQtest and others more (i cant remember), whn after taking my blood test my blood like water keep flow out thn the whole plaster turn red hahas, (will not die de small things) thn 3hrs over i come out le, he saw me, and we go eat our lunch tgt, thn i bring him to Redhill MRT (cas is the nearest MRT), that time is 12plus so he fall asleep in the train, i look at him, he show me that he is not angry to wait for me that long so he went to work i went home,

Well, thank you Papa,

sign off: Ah Kai

15/8/2010

Well, day and weeks had past, the pain and hurt in me slowly had go away, well now i had let go for her (ex-GF) but we are best friend, well that time i cant let go my mind is thinking and wishing that all this can start over again i treasure her, some ppl said her or wad i stand up and shout at them, in front of my teacher, and scolded them but my teacher help me to scold them well, Everythings change... i had let go.... and i cant turn back cas if i turn back i will more sad till i may kill myself, so i nv turn back even look back, i look for my future and my goals,

sign off: kai

10/8/2010

back again....

well..... all this days,weeks and months,, i had think allot of things. i had found out that we cnt rush to have a GF or BF, but only one things can tell, is "time" whn time come, we will kw who is our truth love, cas that time i break up with my stead i keep listening to music in my hp de then i heard until this song the name is "笨蛋" this song in my hp says that in the ending part (time let me kw myself, time let me found myself and time let me kw who is our truth love) this is the song that i make me woke up, this word call "time" is the most important things in our life without "time" we cnt grow up, we don kw now is day or night, don kw who is our truth love and lest is without time we will be lost and this world will have no marry person or wad le cas time can let us kw who is our truth love is....

To my friends,

Hey guys and gals,

well, my sis (cai ping and li qin) i kw you two don wan to let me get hurt, i kw you two is worry abt me and care abt me, i am fine.... time to let go, le i cant stay in the past, i must look forward to future... "time" comes i will kw who is my truth love, sis thanks, well u all kw that i have low blood pressure, ya is truth i have, whn i born out, i have two gifts hahas, first is "kind heart" second is "low blood".... I tell u all somethings, i not scare to share it out, hear my papa says whn i was in K1 gt a kid he go toilet and that kid don kw how to clean his/her ass thn i saw the teacher is slow so i go help the kid to clean even i don kw how to clean but i kw how to help ppl clean, So some of the kids birthday i get the cake is the biggest of all... hahas... And that time i go out with my papa we take a dabble danker to some where, so i go up and seat with my papa, thn i saw allot of pigs hanging so i ask my papa, (why they wan go hang the pigs, where they going) thn my papa says (oh we ppl wan eat pigs thn they have to bring them to a place and kill so we can cook and eat them) so on that day i don eat pigs, thn we go market so i saw fishes, duck n chickens, i ask my papa (y the fishes,ducks and chickens is over there wad they are doing with them) so my papa says (we ppl wan to eat fishes, ducks and chickens that y they have to kill all so we can cook and eat them) so on that day i don eat pigs,fishes,ducks and chickens... At night me and my papa go out eat we walk pass a restaurant and i prawns so i ask my papa ( y the prawns is over there, y ppl go feed the prawns) so my papa say (ppl wan eat thn they catch thn and kill it thn cook and let ppl eat) so i nv eat pigs,fishes,ducks and chickens and prawns) thn my papa friends give me pig liver idk i eat it thn they tell me wad i eat i faster throw the pig liver out from my mouth thn nv touch it le.. so gt some monk from over sea they come Singapore they eat meat, so my parents bring me to see them and they tell me meat can eat de, so on that day i start to eat but, i eat veg more then meat cas for me is one person nv eat meats will have less kills so ya... till now i still eat allot of vegs... hahas no meat also can.... hahas... if gt also can but don to much can le

well ok that all i wan to say good luck my friends and JJ.... My kind heart will always be helping all of u all, i will nv change too eat meat more then veg but 60% veg 40% meat hehe... BYE