16/5/2010

Hi everyone i am back again,

Well my grandmother have already go home she is not in hte hospital anymore but she haven recover yet, i hope she will.... Mrs pig we have stead almost 9months le now only left 14days to go.... i am a most happy guy in the world, cas i have you to be my GF nothing can change me anymore, well mrs pig yesterday i told you i really wanted to sell this old coin and we go to the shop but when we on our way there i have been thinking of can i have this old coin back when i sell it?? but i told myself if i sell it maybe i will never get it back anymore, and my heart keep telling me don sell don sell when i reach the shop, but i did not listen to my heart i go in and ask and they say sorry they only accept Gold so i walk out and i feel sad because i wanted to sell it and give the money to my GF, well i think is GOD who don let me sell it cas i will regret, this coin follow me for years that is the reason why


But mrs pig you will always be my lovely GF, i love you, i miss you mrs pig

14/5/2010

Hi i am back again,

What wrong with me?? i this few days feel sad i don kw wad can i do, My stead is stress i see her like that me as her BF i also heart pain, all this months i have been through allot of things bad and good things, and now i don kw wad will going to happen but i just feel sad, this is the day that don wan to let it come, my grandmother she fall ill for almost 1 yrs and the doctor say she need to go for operation because there is somethings in her body is like a "ball" but is dangerous, i don wan her to leave i wan her to be with us and live, i haven get marry yet and i wan her to come for my webbing to see me get marry, i wanted her to be happy, Why cant all the sickness just leave her alone???? See her so "xin Ku" i feel like crying when i was in the hospital with Jia Ji to see her but i control it, i don wan let my stead Jia Ji and my grandmother kw i am sad

O LORD, I wish in all my heart to let my grandmother recover soon and Jia Ji she will not so stress for her study and her heath to have a good and better heath, In Jesus name i pray Amen.

13/5/2010

Hi i am back again,

WHY everythings is me, yyyyyyyyyy???? My ic my mom this morning go take away in my wallet WAD IS THIS MAN i am 18yrs old going to 19yrs old i need my ic, but she just don get it, all this years i am tired of having nightmares i don wan, when i have nightmares sometime there will somethings happen, my leg is pain very pain but my mom keep on ask me go buy bread y not ask my bro to buy?????? What is wrong with me, my right hand keep on pain inside the bone pain, i control the pain for years le still the same, i am tired of all this i wan to have my life and Jia Ji life to be happy if only one got choice.....


I am tired of this life..... I HATE MY LIFE

9/5/2010, 8:24AM

Hi i have wake up le, well yesterday night i cant sleep well, i have a very very bad dream nightmares, is very scary... so my uncle call my Hp when i was sleeping then now i know why i have a very bad nightmare cas my Grandmother (father side) have fall ill for yrs le now she have end up in the hospital, why she treat me very good better then all my uncle and auntie, she treat me as her gold the most important gold, wad i wan she will never say "no" she always buy me things when i was young, all this yrs i wanted her to come to my webbing when i got marry, i want her to come but i now don even know can she come or not??? who can tell me why?????



Oh LORD please help me, please i can exchange my heath with my grandmother (father side), LORD i pray deep deep deep in my heart that she will be fine, she is a very good grandmother (father side) she is LORD please help me, please please please i don wan to see my father very sad i now crying when i heard she end up in the hospital, well i don wan ppl to die, i wan them to live, LORD. O LORD in Jesus name i pray Amen.

please let her recover soon.........


HAPPY MOTHER DAY! =[

9/5/2010

hey i am back again,

Well i have a coin that is very big, bigger then the 50cent coins.. that coin is very old and that coin have a dragon picture on it, that coin is very rare le, you cant found it anymore... but this coin i wanted to sell it when i grow up so i can marry my stead Jia Ji, but now i cant le, i have been thinking for the past few days wan to sell it or not?? cas my stead have no money and i have not enough money to give her, but this coin is my uncle give it to me and it have follow me for yrs le now i have this feeling on this coin, but my feeling for my stead is more then the coin hehe ^^.... I have to sell it, i will feel sad but i have no choice.. wad can i do who can tell me?? i cant found a job, my pocket money is not even enough for me...

I wish that my stead will not suffer with me, i suffer but i will not pull her down... cas I LOVE HER, forever i love you jia ji

2/5/2010

Hi everyone i am back,

Well me and my Jia Ji have already stead for 8months, This 8months i have gone throught allot of hardship when i walk along the road with Jia Ji but all this hardship will not stop me from loving Jia Ji, How hard the road is i also willing to go i suffer or wad i also will not give up, as long as my only stead Jia Ji, no need to suffer i will be fine..... I tell you all somethings i have low blood pressure, when i born out i already have low blood pressure, i anytime will feel giddy or head pain... but this will not stop me cas i wan to let my stead Jia Ji to have a better life i don wan her to suffer just because of me, Jia Ji if you see this i just wan to tell you i always be with you.... Jia Ji all this months i eat lunch only 30% full i don dare to eart till 100% full cas if i do i will have no money to save it and give you... when you come to my sch and i eat with you i only eat 30% full.... for others 30% full they cant da han very long.... i also 30% full i only can da han for 20min... then i hungry again, but is ok i still da han just for you i willing to use my heath or life to let you have "NO" suffer.....

Wen Liang thank you for the blessing you give me, i hope you have a safe trip to over sea and have a safe trip back to Singapore... :)

Thank you